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Leave the Lights On

by Ellen Ripley

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1.
Inland 00:48
2.
Think nothing worthwhile of their poetry At first they may seem charming, but pay them no mind Keep your back to the wall and your jacket on Theirs is not a smiling god - They are the time and motion men Wasting away in middle management Loyal to the cause of the Torch Committee Far out of reach, beyond reproach - Their cadaver dogs will sniff out all your secrets And they’ll crush your dreams if you still have any They’ll burn your world and call it art So grab your kids and run to the car - Level the mountains for their riches Burn the harvests to increase profits Dam the rivers to keep the lights lit And part the seas just out of hubris Keep ‘em busy or someone might notice Cake some makeup on the bruises Herd the masses for birth to casket By the ballot or the bullet - It’s innate and prehistoric Like a whisper in your bloodstream There’s nothing that we can’t do ourselves And the law is just an anagram of wealth
3.
Mountaineer 04:31
I met a man on a train who knew just how much he’d ever made He took a Russian class in town, he said, and asked me for my name and trade As I answered I could tell he was not impressed, probably not enough like him to pique his interest Mirrored in me he saw a father’s disappointment, tasting words that are better left unspoken Where did we go so wrong? How did we fall so far? Hadn’t it all seemed so bright? Like it was gonna be alright? - I met a man on a train who knew exactly what his life was worth He’d put it in numbers to impress his mother Foreign currencies had made him rich in his youth “At your age I was a millionaire” he said The envy of other men now meant everything to him Proof for all the world to see that he was just as real as them - He knew that it was madness but suspected it might also be art - Despite his fortune tucked away out in the Caymans, he almost never paid for anything But he wouldn’t steal what could not easily be carried and therefore did not feel like a thief He’d built his garden from such collected technicalities - very clever, didn’t I agree? It had taken him a quarter of a century He was nearing the end of the line, he said, and spoke of preparations he’d made For a time when he’d no longer be around and he appeared sincerely unafraid - I think his ordering of the world was a quest for permanence He wanted the stones to keep singing after he was gone He knew that it was madness but suspected it might also be art
4.
A long and many times ago, people very much or nothing at all like you and I gave to the world what they had mothered and cared for with every fibre of their being. They did it despite their realizing that no matter how cleverly they wove their limbs into safety nets or how much they made their bodies into shields, all of the world’s horror and hurt would eventually outrun them and wash over their kids in great, rolling waves. They must have been so scared. - As you devolve and regress, I’ll care for you with all the mercy of youth Prick my fingers on your wig pins, kiss your mouth sores and just hold you On a good day, I pretend like we can beat this On all the other days, I know it will defeat us But that’s okay - The echo of your fury in me both sickens and sustains me, the pride of our love slowly congealing in my veins Till it’s a black ball of rage in the pit of my gut You’re much thinner these days, but burning so bright it hurts to look straight at you And my heart’s a dagger now, honed on your courage My lover of a million names - But I’m holding onto hope that if I just pick the right star to guide me on Somewhere there’s a road bound for home Where I can see you again As the sunlight cools in our bones - Your feral hunger and your unquenchable thirst could consume the world and drain all of its oceans If only you could find the strength to get up and leave this room You’re tired now and it’s getting late, but don’t worry I’ll leave the lights on and stay right here until you wake I’m right here
5.
Hard Burn 06:28
It’s a farewell to arms I thought were mine to keep the only ones you said I’d ever need I never thought I’d be the one left behind but if I race you to the high ground you’d beat me there every time You were a sweetheart but you made off with my pride robbed me blind so it must’ve been real, alright Now I’m sat here trying to think of what I’d say if I could trade tomorrow for another shot at yesterday - Your silent face says you’re miles and miles away You’re on a hard burn far away from here Your red-shift gaze is a dead giveaway You’re on a hard burn and I can’t come with - For a minute there, I almost believed my own lies that we were the only lovers left alive But opportunity and circumstance are what made me yours it’s not romantic but it is what you get, I suppose My sleeves are a bit bloody now from all the weary hearts I’ve worn every time a little bit less graceful than before But by now I’ve learned to take it on the chin without a sound it gets easier every time around - Your silent face says you’re miles and miles away You’re on a hard burn far away from here Your red-shift gaze is a dead giveaway You’re on a hard burn and I can’t come with
6.
Am I the man who fell to Earth? Did my bursting into flames as I tore through the sky become a guiding light, or did it just keep you up at night? Did my crimes warrant such a penance, to be deprived of my rebellion? I can’t recall a thing at all - I thought my debt could be repaid So I taught myself to cure the sick But no one came to roll the stone away And my staff remained a stick I was the Carpathia’s radio man I carried stretchers out of no man’s land Theda Bara called me ravishing But the stars reflected in my eyes look different and alien - I took a guided tour of Calvary to see if it would stir something in me inspire greatness or jog a distant memory of someone you wanted me to be But I didn’t feel what I’d hoped so I started poring over every word you ever wrote and became my generation’s greatest exegetist searching, feverish, for clues I must have missed - Am I someone who used to stand for something? - In my distress I felt increasingly like Sisyphus so I made arrangements with an Austrian psychoanalyst A petty little man obsessed with dreams and incest who hid his fear of sex behind misremebered classics He cleared his throat and said to his reclining patient: “In my field of study this is what we call displacement. Inventing enemies is not the way to go - your failings are your own, yours and yours alone.” - Am I to blame for not remembering anything?
7.
Body Pact 05:55
Spit in my mouth Lean in close enough to smell the sickness on me Sing me to sleep And lick me clean - Call me by my low name On your belly in the dirt looking for bones to bring home From the killing fields And the pet cemeteries - And if we’re bleeding, it’s just to prove that we’re still alive Cut your palm and press your wound to mine And when we’re falling, we’ll do it with our heads held high Always in love, never in line
8.
Unceded Love 02:57
In a small town by the sea With no ground left for my retreat Caught your scent on the wind From the east and doubled Back when I was little I already knew I’d end up here Bags packed, running down the fire escape To disappear Let’s leave before it’s too late Lose our faces and our names Cloak ourselves in night and slip away - The weight of our dreams inside A map of the lands we hide Two rooms with a breath-taking view Of something altogether New names for the constellations In the night sky New songs about the rivers running Down the mountain sides Burn your passport and lose your watch I’ll take the bags ‘cause you’re the better shot They can’t break us if we’re never caught - One word from you could make me forget the rest But the very same risk caving in my chest Maybe this time, our sins won’t find us out Maybe this time, we’ll all make it through alive And maybe no one will Then I’m content with my choice of hill

about

All music and lyrics by Ellen Ripley.

Recorded by Marcus Ferreira Larsen in Studio Skrälldus in
Gothenburg during the summer and fall of 2020.

Mixed and mastered by Marcus Ferreira Larsen at
No Master's Voice in Copenhagen in early 2021.

Cover photos by Peter Rosvik, design and layout by the band.

Heartfelt thanks to our dearest Marcus for tirelessly
helping us through the making of this record; to Peter Rosvik
for lending us the amazing Svalbard pictures; to 128(A) and
everyone involved in running it for keeping the DIY fire
burning; to Zacharias for the digital release; to Malin, Simon, Jullan, Emil, Hanna and Vegard for loaning us your cars, your gear and your time.

To all anarchists everywhere, with love.

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released July 23, 2021

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Ellen Ripley Gothenburg, Sweden

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Tim - guitar, vocals
Lisa - bass
Idun - drums
Emma - keys
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